lyrics -------- what’s it like to me? think i finally got the answer if you wanted to see take a look in my mirror cause it’s shittin’ on me like a pigeon to a branch when i be up in the trees pick me up with the breeze take me far away from here cause i don’t like what i see constantly contemplating if i really believe all the feelings that i’m feeling lately life is a dream but not a good one really it’s a nightmare we could hit the park but i don’t really wanna bike there heard you like my music but the way you treat mes not fair i address the issue you sell my address for flight fare and i’m scared but justifying that is hard & i swear my focus isn’t on it but i caught it in my sights there 20/20 vision 2020’s been a nightmare we comin’ full circle ain’t nobody fuck with my square (chorus) swallow all of that moscato you said you wanna get fucked up so tip back the whole bottle i feel fucking ugly all my friends lookin’ like models the internet got my perception skewed full throttle (2x) i locked myself inside my basement smoked till i got faded must get back to basics take a shot of bourbon give yourself a fucking facelift i’ll work on the album all damn night until i make it and you can probably hear the frogs in the background of this song while they’re swimming in the pond cause i just moved out of my moms i got everything i want i ain’t even gotta flaunt cause it’s weird shit like couches from the 80s lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey books about the cure or poetry from ali malee and some charcoal colored towels in my bathroom for my baby yeah it’s crazy the life that music made me my problems still exist but i got space to calm the shaking anxiety don’t own me anymore ain’t that amazing the focus is the future and the mornings i’ll be waking (chorus) swallow all of that moscato you said you wanna get fucked up so tip back the whole bottle i feel fucking ugly all my friends lookin’ like models the internet got my perception skewed full throttle (2x)
lyrics -------- baby maybe i could come thru in the morning i don't care if it is still raining & pouring outside your window the world is still tossing & turning rain turns to sunshine this is a cycle i'm learning fear the keeper instilled in my mind i've been escaping erasing the parts of my brain that don't ever comply oh dear i hope you that you know that i've tried but terror is making a mess if i do just confess i know all of it's lies why do i feed the parts inside of me that absolutely mortify & choke me till i cannot breathe do you feel better when you're sound asleep or do the thoughts inside of you just come to life inside a dream truth be told i've lost all hope my mind has gone insane maybe i'm addicted to the dark parts of my brain you & i have different eyes no we are not the same i could be the moth and baby you could be the flame
prod. by @ayjd cover art by jake clifford lyrics -------- we’ll drive into the sunset my fingers and your thigh make contact i could’ve swore you packed your contacts in your backpack right next to bottle of the cognac this song is just a concept of everything i’ve ever wanted i wish the month right now was august moving out west on a quest for a life that offers all this with you and i we laugh and we cry and we’ll dance till we die cause the rate that we’re moving’s alarming compared to the shit that’s happening outside truthfully the talk about the virus freak me out yeah eleven thousand people died this shit is heading south and if the world is gonna end by august please just hear me out put some optimism in & take your fingers out your mouth we’ll drive into the sunset my fingers and your thigh make contact i could’ve swore you packed your contacts in your backpack right next to bottle of the cognac this song is just a concept of everything i’ve ever wanted i wish the month right now was august moving out west on a quest for a life that offers all this
prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes s/o @garden_avenue lyrics -------- i’m still lost & existin' kush still make me feel different i call your name you never came cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain and everybody told me bout chu worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes and you think too much about em every night & fucking day but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life why is everything irrational with me i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep parked up in your driveway come over to my place kick it till it’s sunday stay up all night monday
prod LCS https://youtube.com/LCSprod lyrics -------- i try so fucking hard to relax but every time i try i relapse sip whiskey till i fucking feel it my head is fucked i hope you see that
this shit ain't that serious calm down
lyrics -------- i don't think i've ever been this fucking stressed in my life creature part two isn't finished i lied just to get them off my back though i tried i can't create when i'm dying inside moving this weekend i wish i could fly don't have my car but i still gotta drive pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why am i like this i don't like this all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him depression take me by 25 fuck going out i'll just stay inside this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die hey holywood would your people ever like me? misunderstood is all i ever might be
lyrics -------- it's just me myself & i trippin' in the sky hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye clouded by my mentions & dms all the time lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try guess i lost her in the process but i've been killing time flew out to seattle & kicked it with some guys then we whipped it on some scooters & freed our fucking minds steppin' up onto the stage is the only time i'm alive and i only panic sometimes but i've been feeling fine friction caused an uproar in 1925 the president is calvin coolidge and whiskey's on the rise i can tell when you are scared by the look inside your eyes can you feel the floor it's melting dripping like a faucet i had all these plans but then i fucking lost it you ever feel compared to your parents way too often your friends are on the gram and you don't see em often it's just me myself & i trippin' in the sky hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye clouded by my mentions & dms all the time lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try it's just me myself & i sorta fucking high all this time i've wasted impatience has arrived what the fuck it's always raining the sun don't ever shine guess i'll step back in my house & i'll get up on my grind gotta get up on my grind it's about time i realize that i'm about to blow up and i ain't even twenty five life is a road full of twists and i take every one of em twist up the dank with my friends maybe some of em relate to words that i say when i'm hummin' em fixate their minds to erase when i'm done with em or when they're just done with me lost in my head again i cannot breathe i'd say i'm sorry but i cannot speak high as a kite and i'm reaching my peak
lyrics -------- i bet you like the way that i sit inside on a friday night doing nothing with my life while you’re out partying with other guys but i’m not wise & these aren't lies according to you it’s all in my mind but i see the things that they post online and it makes me sick to my fucking spine i worry a lot about the day you leave cause the day you leave is the day i leave and i think too much about suicide about killing time about time i try something new cause this shit gets old but i love the way that she says i love you and i tried many times to rewind to the days you were mine and i tried many times to erase what we made what have i done cause a part of me died when you left in november that night think he’s right beside you telling you what to say to me why do i think what i think cause i think i’m in love with a lie
ＴＡＬＫ ＭＥ ＯＵＴＴＡ ＦＩＧＨＴＩＮＧ ＷＩＴＨ ＭＹＳＥＬＦ //再試行する// ＦＯＬＬＯＷ ＪＯＤＹ https://traktrain.com/prodjody https://www.instagram.com/prod.jody https://twitter.com/prodjody lyrics -------- oh my this just doesn’t feel right i’ve been in this car all god damn night so high smoke until i go cry you say i’m a mess but at least i try oh why does it always feel like i’m a ghost i’m floating in & out of all these homes i don’t even have one to call my own i’ve been on tour for such a fucking long time can’t remember what my bedroom looks like cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all i see when i’m away & i don’t know why i signed up for this until i go live talk me out of fighting with myself right now i could use some fucking help i scribble words until i feel myself homesick has never felt so fucking swell oh my this just doesn’t feel right i’ve been in this car all god damn night so high smoke until i go cry you say i’m a mess but at least i try
ＹＯＵ＇ＲＥ ＴＯＯ ＦＵＣＫＩＮＧ ＧＯＯＤ ＦＯＲ ＭＥ //あなたのために欲望// lyrics -------- lust always a problem you could never solve it i can never get the fuck away from what i think if she tryna come though i could make her cum so baby is it him you really want or is it me? this ain't ever work nah this'll never work out don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me? if she ever calls back i hope that she knows that i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2) you're too fuckin' good for me (x3) let's kiss up on eachother biting on your neck while you're thinking about another love is lost in lust and girl you know we crave eachother when the time we have is gone the memories will cluster lust always a problem you could never solve it i can never get the fuck away from what i think if she tryna come though i could make her cum so baby is it him you really want or is it me? this ain't ever work nah this'll never work out don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me? if she ever calls back i hope that she knows that i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2) you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)
ＹＯＵ ＣＯＵＬＤ ＮＯＴ ＴＡＫＥ ＴＨＩＳ ＡＷＡＹ ＦＲＯＭ ＭＥ //安定したあなたの呼吸// i can't begin to thank you guys enough for everything we've accomplished, even just this year alone. i never imagined i would reach this point, but i am incredibly grateful of it & i promise it's only up from here. i'm sorry for a lack of releases lately, but i've kept busy with touring & meeting all of you beautiful people & i can't wait to do it again with these tours comin' up next year. i love you guys. merry christmas <3 lyrics -------- now that i'm back on the road you're in your bed all alone it's alright i'm doing okay and in my mind you're in the doorway now that i'm back in my zone i smoke till my seams come unsewn you could not take this away from me you could not take this away from me work so damn hard on my own sit in my bedroom alone i did this shit all in one take you could not touch what i'm on mate steady your breathing it's cold and your eyes are made out of coal crying but your tears are snowflakes and this car that's comin' got no breaks i've been livin' my life to the fullest anxiety comes but it won't sit got tossed in the bag but it won't zip cause i killed my mind all in one hit blast to the past & i feel it the days we put stars on our ceilings the tape on my hearts always peeling and i do not find that appealing so maybe i contemplate strategize ways to ease my mind sit awake and i bake all through the night touch base with your face being close to mine and maybe you can't sleep cause your dreams never seem to soothe so you spark in the dark tryna make your move touch me & i fall but i play it cool (lost in your embrace and i'm longing for your taste love said we'd runaway but you hardly ever say much) now that i'm back on the road you're in your bed all alone it's alright i'm doing okay and in my mind you're in the doorway now that i'm back in my zone i smoke till my seams come unsewn you could not take this away from me you could not take this away from me work so damn hard on my own sit in my bedroom alone i did this shit all in one take you could not touch what i'm on mate steady your breathing it's cold and your eyes are made out of coal crying but your tears are snowflakes and this car that's comin' got no breaks
Ｉ ＴＨＩＮＫ Ｉ ＬＯＶＥ ＹＯＵ ＢＵＴ Ｉ＇Ｍ ＮＯＴ ＳＵＲＥ ＷＨＹ //私は理由を知らない// lyrics -------- you see now i get it my heart is in your hands and if i move too quickly a broken hearts my plan a fever don't sweat it i know love is hard to grasp sincerely the poison that's swirling in your glass i could probably stand if i tried to love again if i tried to live out my life and i could probably stand if i had another chance if i close the curtains & dim the lights but i heard it gets easier and the leaves fall but they don't hurt when the winter hits i'll probably die inside but that's okay that's okay that's alright that's okay that's okay that's alright that's okay that's okay that's alright i don't really mind cause death is just an obstacle that i'll probably survive (i know it's all in my head) i still have your sweatshirt yeah you left it here last week and it's gray with the blue text of the college that you seek i'll take you wherever it is you wanna be and we'll crash in my bedroom although you're no good for me i never know why my love is blind hand me the scissors i'll cut out my eyes this ain't what i had in my mind i think i love you but i'm not sure why
ＨＯＷ ＤＩＤ ＷＥ ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ ＥＡＣＨ ＯＴＨＥＲ？ //私たちは病気です// tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me go show him some luv lyrics -------- whiskey pour another cup nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up off the last lost breath of a lover that you once had but she ran with a man much better than yourself i think i need help i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt taking off my vans full of sand and some shells heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells they say that an angel is self defined so when i describe the girl that lost her mind the sky will probably cry but the rain won't mind if you cry too feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move raindrops fall but i fall harder light reflects off the water in the harbor i don't care to compare what i'm told to what i believe cause i'm still all alone i've been tryna get back home but i don't know which road to take before i can awake from this nightmare i'm cold all alone got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones if i smoke will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home what's a home without a lover what's a road without another how did we destroy each other how did we destroy each other
Ｉ ＪＵＳＴ ＳＴＡＲＥＤ ＡＳ ＹＯＵ ＫＥＰＴ ＢＬＩＮＫＩＮＧ //私はただ一人でいたい// lyrics -------- i'm sick of this open house my friends are not my pals they all swarm in and out and i just wanna be alone cause death sits on my mind a fraction of the time they say that love is blind but i don't think they really know i escape the ceiling of my brain feelings are unspoken when i'm tokin' in the rain easier to ignore all the pain i bet you would do it too if you we're just as insane as me contain my drinking i wish i could just stop thinkin' pick my body up i'm sinkin' i just stared as you kept blinkin' it wasn't always like this lately i've been feelin' sorta lifeless lie awake at night tryna fight this but i can't escape the pain so i write this song for a girl that'll never give a damn or a boy that's a friend that'll never understand or a mom that's confused about her son and where i am or a deadbeat dad that's just watching from the stands i'm sick of this open house my friends are not my pals they all swarm in and out and i just wanna be alone cause death sits on my mind a fraction of the time they say that love is blind but i don't think they really know i don't think they really know a thing about it so maybe you should go just dip like shit like you don't really care bout me or him if i end it all tonight does that mean you win?
ＹＯＵ ＣＯＵＬＤ ＢＥ ＭＹ ＥＶＥＲＹＴＨＩＮＧ ＪＵＳＴ ＣＯＭＥ ＢＡＣＫ ＦＯＲ Ａ ＤＡＹ //多分いつか// lyrics -------- baby maybe you could come my way if you want to you could always stay it's not like you just to walk away treat it like it's just another day pick up my phone twitter i'm scrollin' all day i'm alone walkin' outside get in the whip & i drive on my own saw the cd spirals drawn on it you made it for me cry by track three grabbin' my pen & i puff till i'm free truth be told i lost control a year ain't nothin' changed you could be my everything just come back for a day truth is that i love you so but lost you on the way you cracked the door i swear you swore that things would never change mortified by what's inside the demons in my range grip my head pronounce me dead i'm turning in my grave said goodbye i held you tight the night you drove away no one ever told me that i'd never be okay (travel your mind you'll see what i)
ＳＥＶＥＲ ＡＬＬ ＴＩＥＳ ＷＩＴＨ ＴＨＥ ＬＯＶＥ Ｉ ＷＡＮＴ //古いルーツ// ＦＯＬＬＯＷ ＤＥＣＫＷＩＮＥ https://soundcloud.com/deckwine lyrics -------- it's just like you to fall back to your old routes nothing is true fall in love with someone new and their face & their eyes their hellos & goodbyes you're chasing a high and it's making me cry i'm sick of the lies don't tell me you'd die for me just to lie to me baby why do i believe? when you tell me that you love me no joke i've been cravin' your company last minute you switched you don't fuck with me that's rough kinda sucks but luckily i don't need you as much as i thought sever all ties with the love i want sitting alone in this restaurant with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt she's not around no more vacancy screams from my bedroom door i cannot take this shit anymore writing these words till my fingers sore it's just like you to fall back to your old routes nothing is true fall in love with someone new and their face & their eyes their hellos & goodbyes you're chasing a high and it's making me cry i'm sick of the lies don't tell me you'd die for me just to lie to me baby why do i believe?
ＴＵＲＮ ＡＲＯＵＮＤ ＆ ＷＡＬＫ ＡＬＯＮＥ //私は十分に話していない// lyrics -------- when she goes i kiss her on the nose tell her i love her so turn around and walk alone when she goes i smoke till i implode coughing till i'm a ghost i'm swimming to the coast where am i going full of disgrace and self loathing i cannot sleep without you in my sheets so i stay up all night just hoping that you come back but there's nothing i guess i'm wishing for something lost in a love with a girl whose a dove and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing i am just nothing i am just nothing when she goes i pick another rose rip petals till i don't that's just the way it goes when she cries i write another note put it inside her coat start clearin' out my throat i never talk enough baby trip over words like i'm crazy
Ｉ ＴＨＩＮＫ Ｉ ＮＥＥＤ ＡＮＯＴＨＥＲ ＬＩＧＨＴ //それを明るくする// follow the homie taylor morgan @taylor lyrics -------- addicted yeah i'm fucked up sick of loving someone new i'll fix it no i won't but at least i try and try until you drop me back off at my house and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce all alone with an ounce imma smoke till i cry with my eyes to the sky i got you on my mind girl i got you on my mind girl & this time i'll rewind till you're my girl life sucks waking up let my mind whirl scroll down on your page & i might hurl i hate when i do this to myself write about a girl that's detrimental to my health lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell i hate the way you say you're fine and i can tell it's just a lie i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes but we've already met our demise so addicted yeah i'm fucked up sick of loving someone new i'll fix it no i won't but at least i try and try until you drop me back off at my house and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce all alone with an ounce imma smoke till i cry with my eyes to the sky i got you on my mind girl i'm not your enemy i'm just a boy you've got your friends you say you're doing fine but i can tell you're wrong despite the way he kisses you at night your smile shines so fucking bright i think i need another light addicted yeah i'm fucked up sick of loving someone new i'll fix it no i won't but at least i try and try until you drop me back off at my house and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce all alone with an ounce imma smoke till i cry with my eyes to the sky i got you on my mind girl
ＷＨＡＴ＇Ｓ Ａ ＨＡＢＩＴ ＴＯ Ａ ＲＡＢＢＩＴ ＩＦ ＨＥ ＣＲＡＷＬＳ ＯＵＴ ＯＦ ＨＩＳ ＣＡＧＥ？ //あなたは私に死んでいる// lyrics -------- droppin' my friends like flies i'm so mortified i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find cue the voice inside kill my fucking mind smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night i'm just lost in my head and i know why you don't care but i declare this love will never die i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain let it rain i know pain i know blood will always stain i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name so you packed your bags that night sewed up your wings to fly repetition kept me quiet but i got so high nothing new in my realm i guess i'm fine that's a lie that's a lie that's a fucking lie how do you sleep at night?