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  • #132: What if you were kept from the one you loved most?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    32:21
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    1,399

    “It’s interesting always having this void, knowing that you have something so wonderful that could love you so much and you could love so much that exists out there.” Producer: Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY. thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Ancestry. www.ancestry.com/happening Daily Harvest. www.daily-harvest.com promo code: HAPPENING Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Ambient themes by Nigel Coutinho Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #131: What if a psychotic break split your life wide open?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    34:18
    Storytelling
    1,882

    Producer: Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY. thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Ancestry, Robinhood Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #130: What if you had thoughts of harming those you love most?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    41:32
    Storytelling
    1,912

    After coming to terms with her identity, a woman develops intrusive thoughts that consume her most important relationships. “People say you should always trust your gut feelings. But I couldn’t trust my gut feeling and I still can’t to this day, because to me a gut feeling is in turn thinking about hurting somebody else.” Producer: Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho You can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY. thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Betterhelp, Robinhood, Daily Harvest Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #129: What if your mother left to follow a cult?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    53:12
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    2,354

    From a divided home with parents of two opposing worldviews, a girl whose mother becomes enamored with a trance channeler must now make sense of her life in the void of abandonment. “You’ve got to figure out how to go through the world in a way that feels right to you and that you do the least damage, and that you do the most good. But that path is not always clear.” Producer: Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Betterhelp, ThirdLove, Survival Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: "Cylinder Four" "Cylinder Five" - Chris Zabriskie Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #128: What if your son stabbed your daughter?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    49:52
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    2,425

    Escaping a dysfunctional family background and finally raising a wonderful family of her own, a woman’s son commits a shocking crime that throws everything into chaos. “Human behavior in general is just unpredictable. You can think you know that a person wouldn’t do this or would do this or wouldn’t be capable of it. And then they do it.” Producer: Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: ThirdLove, Uber, CBS/The Good Fight, Robinhood Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #127: What if your drive for perfection became your fatal flaw?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    36:30
    Storytelling
    2,112

    Heading to college as a star athlete from a protective family, a man’s perfectionism and drive for self-control leads to a downward spiral. “After like looking in the mirror saying like wow I fucking like hate myself right now…as I got more upset and as time progressed I would go deeper deeper deeper.” Producer: Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: ThirdLove, Uber, CBS/The Good Fight Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #126: What if your family was consumed by an unthinkable act?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    55:43
    Storytelling
    2,637

    Growing up Jehovah’s Witness and then setting out to form an identity of her own, a woman reconciles the silences of her loving and devoted family with an unthinkable act that throws everything into question. “If there was a note…or just anything that would give us a single clue about it…but ultimately I don’t know like I’m never going to know why.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Poshmark, Uber, Robinhood Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Wake Up” - Spuntic Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #125: What if you left everything you had ever known?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    47:04
    Storytelling
    2,708

    “It came along with this complete obliteration of everything I had ever believed and been taught and every moral that I was that I had within me.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Third Love, Uber Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #124: What if you transitioned into an alternate reality?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    50:56
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    2,774

    “It’s almost as if like I could feel my whole self just changing at this point and just changing in the way that I trust people…and questioning myself and everything.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Poshmark, Robinhood Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #123: What if you refused to be annihilated?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    01:02:43
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    2,970

    “I believe that people like me people that have experienced trauma, I think we’re the ones that need to save the world…we’re the ones that actually know everything about innocence.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: ThirdLove, Care/Of and Poshmark Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” “Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #122: What if you found a real Hollywood romance?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    53:50
    Storytelling
    2,995

    “If I have to go on based what I found out, I feel like maybe my whole entire relationship was just a fantasy.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Today’s episode features Brittani Louise Taylor whose memoir “A Sucky Love Story” contains deeper details about her experience. You can find her book at: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1642930008 You can also check out her YouTube channel at: https://www.youtube.com/BrittaniLouiseTaylor Episode Sponsors: Quip www.getquip.com/happening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Wake Up” – Spuntic Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #121: What if your favorite celebrity had a crush on you?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    38:19
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    3,039

    “I’ve lived long enough existing in that gray area of not really knowing that maybe I will live the rest of my life not really knowing.” Episode Producer, Editor: Nigel Coutinho www.nigelc.info Show Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Quip www.getquip.com/happening; Care/Of www.takecareof.com/happening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: Nigel Coutinho Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #120: What if you had Dissociative Identity Disorder?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    01:07:31
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    3,429

    “I don’t really remember not having different parts…I just thought that everybody had different quote unquote people inside them.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Quip www.getquip.com Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Water” – Johannes Welsch Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #119: What if you suddenly felt like a werewolf?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    50:50
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    2,942

    “It’s like trying to go into like a dark cave with a rope attached to you so that you can find your way back and then losing that the end of the rope.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Quip www.getquip.com and Home Chef www.homechef.com Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” and “Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #118: What if you uncovered the family secret?
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    57:16
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    3,692

    “The first thing that I felt was invaded, like I physically wanted out of my skin. I didn’t know who the other half of me was….My whole body was crawling and I just wanted out.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negrowww.eldiablobass.com/

  • #117: What if you didn't know what was wrong with you?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    50:59
    Storytelling
    3,212

    “Not knowing, not having control over my body, and not having control over the narrative of everyone around me…it’s the worst feeling to have to go through this by yourself.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #116: What if the Devil was battling for your mind?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    43:07
    Storytelling
    3,027

    “What I feared the most was that these episodes would continue to increase until that’s the world I was living in, in this other nonsensical world completely detached from reality.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsor: Daily Harvest: daily-harvest.com Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Wake Up” - Spuntic Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #115: What if your son went missing?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    56:30
    Storytelling
    3,504

    “It’s not that I understand why this happened, but understanding that you think you know what’s going on, but you don’t. You think you have control but you don’t.” Today's episode features Gina Whalen. If you'd like to help fund her son Izzy's Little Free Libraries, you can donate at https://www.gofundme.com/4t3di48 Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsor: Daily Harvest: daily-harvest.com Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #114: What if her ex-boyfriend tried to kill you?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    52:26
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    3,895

    “All of a sudden within a hundred meters of your house that’s where the worst thing happens and suddenly the world becomes different…you can’t go back to who you were.” Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Episode Sponsors: Care/Of: takecareof.com - Promo Code: HAPPENING; Daily Harvest: daily-harvest.com – Promo Code: HAPPENING Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: "Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/

  • #113: What if you survived a genocide?
    ThisIsActuallyHappening
    49:38
    Storytelling
    3,894

    "No one can even understand. You can't measure the magnitude of that pain. You can't measure the pain that we went through." Producer: Whit Missildine thisisactuallyhappening.com Instagram: @actuallyhappening Intro Music: "Illabye" - Tipper Music Bed: "Cylinder Four" - Chris Zabriskie; "Water" - Johannes Welsch Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/