Rest in peace, Lou Reed. sometimes i feel so happy, sometimes i feel so sad. sometimes i feel so happy, but mostly you just make me mad. baby, you just make me mad. linger on, your pale blue eyes. linger on, your pale blue eyes. thought of you as my mountain top, i thought of you as my peak. thought of you as everything, i've had but couldn't keep. i've had but couldn't keep. linger on, your pale blue eyes. linger on, your pale blue eyes. if i could make the world as pure and strange as what i see, i'd put you in the mirror, i put in front of me. i put in front of me. linger on, your pale blue eyes. linger on, your pale blue eyes. skip a life completely. stuff it in a cup. she said, money is like us in time, it lies, but can't stand up. down for you is up." linger on, your pale blue eyes. linger on, your pale blue eyes. it was good what we did yesterday. and i'd do it once again. the fact that you are married, only proves, you're my best friend. but it's truly, truly a sin. linger on, your pale blue eyes. linger on, your pale blue eyes.
wake up, try to leave the bed you swear you could be anywhere where’s it today? where’s it today? motivationlessness is a disease of my expertise motivate me, i’ll do nothing but i promise that i’ll think of all the things i could do today i’ll write about it and show no one i am no one outside my dreams carve my name onto my headboard i’m ready to die where i lie will you lie here, with me? indecisiveness is a crutch on my recklessness so instead of ringing up my ex i’ll sleep on the floor and dream up all the things i could do tomorrow i’ll cry about it and tell no one i feel no one outside my dreams and out of all the things i could do next week i’d love to see you, oh i need you i need no one else in my dreams but you
guest harmonies on "Meet Me in Montauk" - em (soundcloud.com/user-45768148) meet me in my dreams again tonight you could watch the sunrise while i see it through your eyes was it yours or was it mine, the drink that i just spilled? i wonder what’s up in your mind, but your eyes make me ill i'm filled with love i’ll build you a house out of clouds where we can sit around and talk about the town you used to live in as a kid meet me in montauk tonight, my love i might wanna forget you, but don’t let me forget you i’m filled with love meet me by the lake tonight, my heart we could splash around or we could try to not drown watch me as i miserably avoid doing the same with you cause i swear i’ll jump and i swear that i won’t come back up
every friday night i stay in and watch the sky settle down it does it every night, but i can’t imagine myself doing it once but i, i guess it’s a nice thought and i, i kinda want it a lot but i, i rarely go out so i, i guess i’ll die alone
how long could it be till i watch every movie curled up in this room? and where will you be when i finally get out of this rut that i’m in? what else could it be, but pent up karma from the shit that i’ve done how lonely it seems, but i got all of netflix to drown myself in it’s cold inside so i get out but outside i’m more scared of the world pushed me aside to look at the clouds be my sky, i wanna swim in your clouds it’s cold inside so i get out but outside i’m more scared of the world push me aside to look at the clouds be my sky, i wanna swim in your clouds
these long weeks dig deep into what i thought we had just two years ago but you you don’t want to know more about it two years is enough for you those magical moments when we’d kiss i’m talking about feeling alive, deep inside our bones never wanted to live like this you’d rather not see me like this i’m dying to start feeling alive
tell me how you go on like nothing ever was did you ever think that i could’ve been the one to break you? i never meant to but i was young and i was dumb and you were simply around for me to break you i never meant to but i did one hell of a job i messed up that’s why we don’t talk anymore and i’ll stay away from the life you’re leading on did you ever wonder maybe we were never wrong i think it was the right love at the wrong time and we weren’t bound to work
if you passed on by, would you keep me high? cause falling down, falling down fleeting like a feeling, you move so fast you never stick around, stick around well i'm sick of this infection you never asked for my protection but you know i'm a loser for you still and even if i never said it, you'd know by the things i do i love you
guest vocals on "It's Always You"- Ran.feri (soundcloud.com/ran-feri) [Willows] find you i need to find you [Ran.feri] i thought of you again last night before i fell asleep i’m stuck trying to figure out why you couldn’t love me i keep dreaming about the last time i was in your bed maybe the girl i saw tonight is the girl you been with [Willows] that night was the last time i’d been alive could we muster something nice to keep me from trying to die? i write a lot about death and i often come close, but the thought that you might someday call me is what always keeps me grounded do you know how many times you’ve saved my life?
i don’t mind if you don’t i could die, but i don’t care i will cry if you do breathe a sigh if you would too cause the world can’t wait to get rid of us and i can’t wait for you to make up your mind we could lie if they ask, “did your love ever waver?” we could give it a try we could hide from the world cause the world can’t wait to get rid of us fuck the world, my love we’ll get away from them
please don't look back to me, i get flustered and giddy get lost in the meaning, i get lost in the meaning should i even try to talk to you? knowing how well that's worked before... should i acquire hope or give up some? or fall in love with your green eyes? should i even try to talk to you? knowing how well that's worked before should i acquire hope or give up some? should i even get lost in the thought of you and me, like i do? when i look at you i can't help but imagine what your body'd look like next to me i should not be thinking this, you're too innocent for this
entranced with your eyes i’m falling for you pretty fast i know i haven’t seen you in quite a while but the feeling of having you by my side still plagues my every want oh clem, my love, i love you’re all i think about and it’s hard to write you a song with phrases that haven’t been used before but my love for you is cliche i’d like to refrain from doing things i’ve done before with other people cause i wanna treat you like my first fall in love for the first time and sing in the moonlight fantasize about life like never before paralyzed by the mere sight betrayed by my blind side i wanna love you like never before
if we met like normal people do would you hurt me like people do? i’m excited to see you too so i’ll hold you till the sky turns blue cause it hurts being alone i would know i’ve spent my whole life alone and it hurts being alone i would know i’ve spent my whole life alone if we met like normal people do i won’t leave you like people do i’m excited to see you too and i hope you that you won't leave me too cause it hurts being alone i would know i’ve spent my whole life alone and it hurts being alone i would know you make me feel alone if we met like normal people do i’d be scared shitless of someone like you i’m excited to see you too but i’m afraid of something new cause it hurts being alone i would know i’ve spent my whole life alone and it hurts being alone i would know i’ve spent my whole life alone
i am sick and i am tired, i am tired and i am sick and you see me driving by your street every fucking day and everyday it gets harder to not turn on to your house to see if you're up yet, it's 8:30 and i think you're asleep so i keep driving and forget i had these thoughts i try to forget that i doubted myself that misty morning but today i couldn't help but turn and i found myself smiling as i approached your house i could not believe my eyes i started shaking when i saw his shiny car parked on your driveway so i swallowed back my tears and continued driving it was a quiet drive back home as i imagined what you guys might've been doing were you laying on his chest the way you laid on mine? or were you fantasizing about the endless pets you one day would adopt? in your cozy apartment, the one with rooms for all of your hobbies and now i'm back home singing this song holding back tears as the fresh air of a new day creeps up on my neck the way those chills would, the ones you gave me with your arms around me singing our favorite songs and pretending that we weren't drowning
stranded in a beige wonderland and i can't find your hand stranded i am stranded i am stranded in a wonderland of my mind
i found a life in the sun where i feel no need for no one but lately it feels so absurd yeah lately i can't speak a word i still miss the way that you do your hair and i still miss smelling you everywhere ladadadadadadadada you've been gone but still live in my head i find no reason to lie i'd love to drink up and die falling faster than i did for you all this bullshit that i do is for you i still miss the way that you do your hair and i still miss smelling you everywhere ladadadadadadadada you've been gone but still live in my head i still miss the way we'd look at the stars we felt so lost but knew exactly where we'd wanna be ladadadadadadadada i've been gone but do you think of me?
hold me i've been in love for all of my life and i've been alone for most of my time but if you hold me hold me
it's the partly colored ray that hangs over my life when you were going out the door you went with a dive it's okay and your sugar colored skin promised me sweet things told me "come down come down now i wanna hear you sing" pretty thing we don't live in small cages anymore sunset's coming up sun sits light on the ground so i sit with my tv on but ignore all the sounds what a waste of life kellie promised me we would share all our pain but we haven't talked in days she’s blown out of her brain i should've cared for her but we don't hang at lunch tables anymore and we don't share the same fables anymore so it seems i lost a friend and a love and a pain the color of my lover's eyes will remain just the same the same as mine